Hi prayer warriors I'm asking for agreement. I'm born again Spirit filled tongues and prophetic for over 24 25 years. I lost everything with my two little boys in 2000 who took us down on a drug called GHB so I had to sell everything move on an island at my parents house. The devil knew I was very vulnerable and insecure at the time so there was an open door and I met this guy who came in on a white horse but was very beguiling and demonic. Prior to this I was very Spirit-filled for the church went through a renewal of for three and a half years so I had the spirit without measure that was very filled with the Holy Spirit those time went on his demons started manifesting and for 24 years there's been nothing but arguing rivalry fighting strife contention cursing me. I married Satan himself this man isn't saved he doesn't care about God he beguiled me and I fell for it being so vulnerable. His demons in him are being used to try to destroy me. I'm a mess spiritually mentally and especially physically on skin and bones I don't know where God is in my life I feel numb from the battle I'm going to more doctors and you can imagine. I fear that I have lost my salvation due to Hebrews 6:3 through 6 or it is impossible for those who are once enlightened and it tasted the Heavenly gift and it become partakers of the Holy Spirit have tasted the good word of God and the powers of the age if they fall away to renew them again to repentance since they crucified again for themselves putting them to an open shame. I don't sense the Holy Spirit I pray to God my prayers don't get answered I don't know where the Lord is in my life and I think being married to this guy I reacted to his demons and the Holy Spirit left because it was so much strife and anger and rage and fighting I have repented over and over I take communion but I feel nothing I'm just numb inside. Pray for your prayers that God will give you wisdom thank you God bless you all Allison
Hello Allison. I will certainly keep you in my prayers. All of us to a certain degree go through rough times... the question is, do we continue to trust the Lord through it all? Sometimes that's really difficult, yet, the Lord tells us to 'Not Fear'. Do we take matters in to our own hands or completely trust Him? I was so guilty of taking matters in to my own hands... but Jesus never gave up on me.
I also know that when I forgo His Word (not reading the Bible daily) and don't take the time to pray and walk with Him daily, the Spirit leaves. Not that He's gone, but I am not putting the Lord first. We always need to put Him first, no matter what. Get up early and find a quiet space, pray to the Lord for discernment and understanding... and open the Bible (KJV).
Look at Peter in Matthew 14:28-32. When he was focused on Jesus coming to Him walking on the water he was fine, doing the impossible, but a soon as he lost focus on Jesus, Peter began to sink. We need to always focus on Jesus. He does allow us to sink and go through tough things to refine us. We need to praise Him for the difficult things even more than for the good things.
Numbness comes from not being in relationship with Jesus, and repentance means to ask forgiveness but also to CHANGE our ways. If we keep sinning, we are not repentant.
We are to act as Jesus would. How would Jesus respond to the things that make us angry?
Jesus is the only one who has the power to remove the evil in your life. Trust Him. Have no part in the evil Spirits and declare the name of Jesus when you feel a demonic attack... and pray for your husband daily. I have seen so many changes in my husband since I started praying for him daily. The Lord is so good!
Trust Jesus completely. He wants you to do that. Stay in relationship with Him always... He will show you the way.
No 2. We have everything that God created against us, if I may say so. All the spirits are there, all forms of creatures are there. We can easily keep all poisonous animals far away from us, And all dangerous animals away from us. But what about the spirits that God created that we do not see. Early in the beginning. He saw you and me, He saw all of us. Since He even knows about every hair on our head.
Mat 10:30 He had us in His immense thought at creation! So in our bondage to mortal life we cannot grasp and understand the depths of God. 1 Cor 2:10-12
So all the time we are reminded of our weakness in the body, unfortunately. But what God wants is that we will always be with Him. We will not get that until we lay down dead. This is not about taking our own life. But and laying down, our dead bodies for Jesus. Who saved us, saved us from death. He saved us from death! How can we do it? Without the Holy Spirit we cannot do it. So here you see what we have been saved from. Our own. So let us come to the throne of grace with a good conscience, every day, as long as we have the day!
Studie: Rom 6:14
Rom 5:11
Rom 10:9-11
When I read today about Elizabeth who was visited by Mary, when they were both pregnant. Luke 1 It struck me that John kicked in his mother's womb when he heard Mary's voice. So Mary was filled with the Spirit of the Lord at that time. Right then, because the day was there. Right then the Word came alive for John. Because God wanted it. It's all about what the Lord wants. You may have understood all this a long time ago. Or it may take a few more years before the mind and senses understand what the Lord wants. His will is that everyone should come to the knowledge of the truth, Amen 1 Tim 2:4 So it will be on that day, when the Lord wants. May God bless us all with knowledge and the spirit of wisdom. And reveal His Word to us all. So that no one sows doubt and corruption in the minds of people who read all this what man has on his heart. Loveuwepray.
No 1. Dear "Allison" You bring up a serious word, which many people interpret differently. And those of you who don't belive they have everything in order with the Lord. That's how it is with all of us. One day low, one other high. Every single day. Gives us the opportunity to walk with Him or not. We always choose Jesus Christ. So what is the condemnation?
Can we condemn ourselves? No? Oh yes, until we can't do it anymore. Because the Holy Spirit draws us Home to Him who has saved us by the His own blood of Jesus.
The first time I read these words.I did not understand them. But in summary. it explains some other strong words that I give to you now. It is also an answer that has emerged over several years of Bible reading, something that I take very seriously. Nothing can bring us closer to God today than Scripture. If not then His Holy Spirit so clearly want. He wants us to sit with the Lord all day long. - Live with Him - Love Him - Think and ponder His Word all day long. and mm.
What is it that keeps us busy so that we cannot do it? The flesh has its needs. Other people demand attention.The job for daily bread. What else can drive us away from the Lord?
Remember that we are living in the last hour. And we surround ourselves with "darkness", we can call it noble darkness. Because we are many people on Earth. Perhaps just like in the days of Noah.Then there was darkness over the people. Now most people should have received enlightenment about the Kingdom of God.And from that made a decision. You and I are of those who have chosen and believed. In the trust we then have in Christ is LIFE.This is not of ourselves, but we have the choice, every day and believe. If there is a day, for a new day, for another decision.Then God will always be with us. Because He gave His Son, right?What is it that constantly makes us doubt God's Word to us? One day this way, the next day that way. Every day we have this question. Are we with Him or not? OMG we are so bound by our flech!
I also know that when I forgo His Word (not reading the Bible daily) and don't take the time to pray and walk with Him daily, the Spirit leaves. Not that He's gone, but I am not putting the Lord first. We always need to put Him first, no matter what. Get up early and find a quiet space, pray to the Lord for discernment and understanding... and open the Bible (KJV).
Look at Peter in Matthew 14:28-32. When he was focused on Jesus coming to Him walking on the water he was fine, doing the impossible, but a soon as he lost focus on Jesus, Peter began to sink. We need to always focus on Jesus. He does allow us to sink and go through tough things to refine us. We need to praise Him for the difficult things even more than for the good things.
Numbness comes from not being in relationship with Jesus, and repentance means to ask forgiveness but also to CHANGE our ways. If we keep sinning, we are not repentant.
We are to act as Jesus would. How would Jesus respond to the things that make us angry?
Jesus is the only one who has the power to remove the evil in your life. Trust Him. Have no part in the evil Spirits and declare the name of Jesus when you feel a demonic attack... and pray for your husband daily. I have seen so many changes in my husband since I started praying for him daily. The Lord is so good!
Trust Jesus completely. He wants you to do that. Stay in relationship with Him always... He will show you the way.
Hugs to you sister, I am praying for you. xo
Mat 10:30 He had us in His immense thought at creation! So in our bondage to mortal life we cannot grasp and understand the depths of God. 1 Cor 2:10-12
So all the time we are reminded of our weakness in the body, unfortunately. But what God wants is that we will always be with Him. We will not get that until we lay down dead. This is not about taking our own life. But and laying down, our dead bodies for Jesus. Who saved us, saved us from death. He saved us from death! How can we do it? Without the Holy Spirit we cannot do it. So here you see what we have been saved from. Our own. So let us come to the throne of grace with a good conscience, every day, as long as we have the day!
Studie: Rom 6:14
Rom 5:11
Rom 10:9-11
When I read today about Elizabeth who was visited by Mary, when they were both pregnant. Luke 1 It struck me that John kicked in his mother's womb when he heard Mary's voice. So Mary was filled with the Spirit of the Lord at that time. Right then, because the day was there. Right then the Word came alive for John. Because God wanted it. It's all about what the Lord wants. You may have understood all this a long time ago. Or it may take a few more years before the mind and senses understand what the Lord wants. His will is that everyone should come to the knowledge of the truth, Amen 1 Tim 2:4 So it will be on that day, when the Lord wants. May God bless us all with knowledge and the spirit of wisdom. And reveal His Word to us all. So that no one sows doubt and corruption in the minds of people who read all this what man has on his heart. Loveuwepray.
Can we condemn ourselves? No? Oh yes, until we can't do it anymore. Because the Holy Spirit draws us Home to Him who has saved us by the His own blood of Jesus.
The first time I read these words.I did not understand them. But in summary. it explains some other strong words that I give to you now. It is also an answer that has emerged over several years of Bible reading, something that I take very seriously. Nothing can bring us closer to God today than Scripture. If not then His Holy Spirit so clearly want. He wants us to sit with the Lord all day long. - Live with Him - Love Him - Think and ponder His Word all day long. and mm.
What is it that keeps us busy so that we cannot do it? The flesh has its needs. Other people demand attention.The job for daily bread. What else can drive us away from the Lord?
Remember that we are living in the last hour. And we surround ourselves with "darkness", we can call it noble darkness. Because we are many people on Earth. Perhaps just like in the days of Noah.Then there was darkness over the people. Now most people should have received enlightenment about the Kingdom of God.And from that made a decision. You and I are of those who have chosen and believed. In the trust we then have in Christ is LIFE.This is not of ourselves, but we have the choice, every day and believe. If there is a day, for a new day, for another decision.Then God will always be with us. Because He gave His Son, right?What is it that constantly makes us doubt God's Word to us? One day this way, the next day that way. Every day we have this question. Are we with Him or not? OMG we are so bound by our flech!
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