Bible Discussion Thread

gigi: its me again. well I am finding out how to take care of my son. (as an adult)well I talked to him to get a shower, he was afraid at first, for his safety but we tried and did a good job, man he just soaked and splashed the water. It felt so good for him, boy He wanted his hair wash twice, then I got him dressed, rolled him to eat breakfast that I had prepared for him, oh he looked so contented. I kissed his forehead, with a hug, he surely enjoyed it. You know It is hard to talk to him, I find it disturbing with his cussing and I call him on it, it is hard for me to have patience but some how I had managed it pretty good. Gosh It is so hard to clean him up, trying to be careful with his wounds I cried once on him and told him, It hurts me to hurt you, I wish I had help well as the days approached I had finally talked to the Director of Housing here, behold He stated That it is Fine far as he sees of Arthur to be here in my home. Boy again it made me cry, that lessens my stress, man my body aches tremendous caring for Arthur and trying my best to give myself some kind of rest. I am struggling, here it is going to be Friday for I was going to go to the AAOA of Pendleton disability and request for help for him, a care worker, I need help bad, I went to the catholic church and bawled my head off for I needed to release my feelings of worry to someone without Arthur seeing me upset. He tried to not hurt me, but he does he tries to help me by pulling his diaper up but it's hard for him as well without pain from his wounds. I try to get him out of the house so he can get some fresh air, but that is a hardship, I cannot lift him, he struggles to get himself in the vehicle and it hurts him, then about 20 or less his accident happens (potty) and I see his face with sadness and I assure him and say, it's not your fault, we can clean it. so, I said no more traveling. I try to hug and kiss his forehead with love you son.

Donna,

I will pray for God to strengthen you for this care you are giving Arthur. Also, for a care giver to be assigned to your home for some extra help that he definitely needs.